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Time slowed down

Don't know if I deserve peace
Peace of mind in my head
The haunting thoughts, I want them to cease
I'm Stuck in my bed
Don't know if I'll live, to see another tomorrow
If only my jaw broke, if only my walls closed in

I can say there's no more excuses
But that's not all it takes
Wanna change but can't prove it
So do we go our separate ways
I don't know, what I'm doing here right now
I gotta go, make my time slow down

I wish I was special
I wanna see the crown
Don't put me on a pedestal
Unless its upside down

Wish I could say
Wish I could stay
I just wanna apologize
You'll remember me this way
Wish I was special
Wish I was special, oh

I can say there's no more excuses
But that's not all it takes
Wanna change but can't prove it
So do we go our separate ways
I don't know, what I'm doing here right now
I gotta go, make my time slow down

I just wanna beg for maybe one more chance
But then I remember that I've already done this dance
I can't tell if you're fine or if you're not
I hope you'll find, peace of mind
You're just too kind, it hurts a lot
Could call it sunder
But I just wonder
Will I be fine?
Or will, will I go under

In my life, there is a hole
So much strife, all obsolete
Without you I am completely
Void of soul

Maybe all that's what got me here
I can't tell without you
The relationship you could call it seared
But I gotta move on through
I don't know what I'm saying
Maybe all of its just complaining
But it feels nice to let it out
Please tell me do you hate me? fuck

In all likelihood, it's yes
I know I would if I were you
It's not the reasons I don't get
You'll find someone brand new
On the off chance that it's no
Should I stay or should I go
Feel I've been right here before
Like a cycle I can't break no more

I know I'm going down
Peace of mind? no, just dread
The haunting thoughts are part of me
Wish it was all in my head
I guess it's here right now
I remember everything you said
Today there's no such thing as to wander free
So I just wish that I was dead

I can say there's no more excuses
But that's not all it takes
Wanna change but can't prove it
So do we go our separate ways
I don't know, what I'm doing here right now
I gotta go, make my time slow down



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Writer(s): Clark Kent Crichton
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