Red From Shame

Red face
Looks like it's painted, my heart is tainted
Disgrace
Why does this feel right? It shouldn't be right
Would I chase that boy over there, or am I unaware
Of any sort of crazy sort of twist in the plot?
I'll completely rely on the-

Chances, chances, come on, get your bets in
Your initials match, does that mean that you would trust in yourself?
Yourself, are you even yourself?
Does he even notice me at all?

Pumped up blood, kicked up and running
Thoughts in my mind are now forming
Maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe I'm a baby, a crybaby
Lower grades and lower senses
Wonder who starts and confesses
Is my love a parallel? Is everything a joke?
I'm red from shame, ashamed
I'm red from shame, ashamed

When was the last time that I started to feel again?
Maybe flip a dime, should I love
Or just pretend that everything is in place?
But nothing is what it seems, so I'll restate how

Funny, funny, you're pretty pathetic
You claim to have intelligence, yet, can't handle the need to be called honey
Honey, are you worth the money?
Do I even matter to him at all?

Pumped up blood, kicked up and running
Thoughts in my mind are now forming
Maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe I'm a baby, a crybaby
Lower grades and lower senses
Wonder who starts and confesses
Is my love a parallel? Is everything a joke?
I'm red from shame, ashamed
I'm red from shame, ashamed

I'm ashamed, I'm lost
And I finally thought that I wouldn't bust
I failed you, I loved you
And I hate everything I've done
Please, love me
Please, save me
I don't even think I love you anymore, I was dumb
I was dumb, I was dumb, dumb

Lower grades and lower senses
Is everything a joke?
I'm red from shame



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