Insecurities

Lost in myself (lost in myself)
I don't feel so great (I don't feel so great)
All these insecurities will drive me insane (drive me insane)
Been so alone (been so alone)
On my goddamn pain (on my goddamn pain)
Listening to advice to not suffer in this game

When I'm talking to this girl
I don't even know if I'm doing it well (well)
So many hard things in my life that I doubt myself
Don't talk with anyone, antisocial
My head, it's just another puzzle
Trying to avoid all my friends
Never saw me so close to the edge (yeah)

(Lost in myself)
(And my head goes crazy)
Just became more lazy
Pretending life is amazing
When it's all full of darkness
And sunny days become rainy
Trying to fill a void that can't be filled itself (filled itself)

Never want to check on my mental health (mental health)
Seen really hard shit before I was 12 (I was 12)
People faking depression
They a joke themselves (they a joke themselves)
You're trying to improve your self confidence
But afraid to show who you are, imitate someone else (no)

Lost in myself (lost in myself)
I don't feel so great (I don't feel so great)
All these insecurities will drive me insane (drive me insane)
Been so alone (been so alone)
On my goddamn pain (on my goddamn pain)
Listening to advice to not suffer in this game

I've been fighting with my inner demons
Never want that someone sees them
Words cannot describe my feelings
Hide all my secrets for a reason
Don't want to deal with fake sympathy
For not caring about me, literally
They just don't want a tragedy
But at the next moment they forget about me

Instead, I focus on my self construction
How to be a better person (yeah)
Never let my past be my destruction
Go forward, reinvention
Being a new person with new things
I might leave the past and right my sins and my wrongs
And bury all them along (yeah)

With some thoughts that I want to drown
That always try to take me down
I'm gonna be unstoppable now
Or at least I'll try
My voices telling me that I should go and hide (no)
I don't want to cry

Lost in myself (lost in myself)
I don't feel so great (I don't feel so great)
All these insecurities will drive me insane (drive me insane)
Been so alone (been so alone)
On my goddamn pain (on my goddamn pain)
Listening to advice to not suffer in this game (in this game)



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Del Rio, Daniel Osorio
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