Oshun

Before I go over the ledge let me catch myself
My lower self know the ref and it's sudden death
I put my soul into this shit cause I have nun left
I know my role inside the script if I don't know nun else
I make her fold under the dick and watch the ho tell
In Dallas fucking off a brick I'm at the hotel
These deja vu occurrences I hope this go well
Oshun I'm lonely than a bitch that's if you know spells
Mind racing meditating
Schizophrenic
Trying not to panic
Introverted manic
But I'm good when I'm planted
See I'm damaged and I know it
Blicky on me I don't show it
Don't talk that much in public cause I'm scared that I might I blow it
And I'm not sorry lil shawty you say I'm so foul
What would you be without your Instagram profile
You trade your soul for attention this shit is so wild
I give my soul to these women but I ain't go no child
Cause lately I been wanting babies
So I can see a part of me that wasn't always shady
But my selection is regressing and it's getting hazy
But my collection a perfection you can't never play me
You see who date me
I wish Brenee had took me back
But I had fucked up in the past and now that's where we at
I lost myself inside of Leeka when I got attached
And our connection it was destined how we get off track
I'll take the flack
And Jasmine wanting me to save her
I know you down for ya nigga that's why I fuck with Jada
And Niyah grounded the reason she got too many layers
Deja a blame it on me the reason that she a player
I know I made ya
Shay couldn't see the bigger picture
I could show you but you know I love your sister
Yeah I know you
Aye she know I'm that nigga
Y'all really differ I'm spitting scriptures
Commitment issues

And I'll be lying if I said I miss you
See I be fasting and cleansing from all the shit I get through
And now I'm backing out Benz's that's really just to diss you
And how you act when your friends around you is artificial
I don't know if you friends or that's just someone you vent to
I know we all need somebody but these are deeper issues
All that cap and that bullshit that you ain't know was see through
I'm looking right through your lies remember we was equal

I learn my lessons through these women
You were just a reflection
Showing me all of my flaws
Til they turn to perfection
Now you might think that ima dog
But I'm still the reflection
So I'll be screening on your walls
Til I change your projection
We ain't worried bout the laws
I'm your only protection
If I'm fucking with you
You ain't got no reason to question
And you look better natural if we making confessions
You really shitting on em all
Fuck them IG suggestions