Masochist

Learning lessons getting harder and harder
Learning lessons getting harder and harder

Foolish, got me acting foolish
Boy, let's do it
Lost it, think I might've lost it
Pushing me, a good girl going toxic
Phone full of unsaved numbers, there's a maybe right next to your name
Put in work like overtime just for you to throw it away
Night shift, keep it light, shit, let my conscience take a break
Throw it back, ain't no shame

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(A-a,a, a-a) lose control like that
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(A-a,a, a-a) lose control like

Been two weeks since I've had a sober streak
I don't practice what I preach
The way I do it make your knees weak
Like, oh my God, when you see what's underneath
Have you praying to me, please
Let me have another peek
Manic, I let you hit cause I'm manic
Adrenaline hooked like an addict
I'm done with the crystals, just load up them missiles
Boy, don't fucking call me dramatic
Only let you in when I'm down and out
As long as there's someone around and you got me making that

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(A-a,a, a-a) lose control like that
(A-a, a, a) just like that
(A-a, a, a-a) lose control like

Learning lessons getting harder and harder
You're only there when I take off my armor
Guard down, let you sabotage my honor
But I like that, masochist hit you right back
On the couch (learning lessons getting harder and harder)
In the kitchen (you're only there when I take off my armor)
When it's wrong it hits different it hits different (guard down, let you sabotage my honor)
But I like that, masochist hit you right back (hit you right back)

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Just like that
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