Memories

Your voice it echos
Like a sound from a dream
Can't tell if it's you
Or if it's just me
Talking to myself
So that I don't
Scream for help

So I go to the places
That we used to meet
And I think of the moments of
When you're kissing me
And I smile at the thought of what
We used to be
But for now
It's only a memory
A memory
A memory
A memory

If I could
You know I would
Hold you close to me
But the lies
Sad goodbyes
Force me to see
And I wonder
Were you there
Were you ever there for me

So I go to the places
That we used to meet
And I think of the moments of
When you're kissing me
And I smile at the thought of what
We used to be
But for now
It's only a memory

And my friends tell me
That it's not how it was
That you'd always loved me
No matter the cost
And if I just relent
And become who I was
Then you would take me back
But is that really love
Would you only want me
If I just pretend
To be something I'm not
Until my very last breath
A shell of a person
Who's longing for death
But something tells me
That It's not how this ends

So I go to the places
That we used to meet
And I think of the moments of when
When you're kissing me
And I smile at the thought of what
We used to be
But for now
It's only a memory
And I wake in the night
To hear my name on your voice
And I'm reaching out to you
Like I don't have a choice
And I should go back
To my therapy
But for now
It's only a memory
A memory
A Memory
A Memory