Disillusion

I've been here long enough
I can't tell the difference between these two
They're all the same to me

A paradise, sold as fruit of the vine
I don't wanna hear it
All the love painted true and divine
Can you hear them screaming?
It's all eerie

I'm torn between my constant state of lies
And everything that's unseen

Goodbye to all that's precious to me
Cus you know it is over
You make it seem like it's all innocent to play save face
But you know it is over

I think I've had enough
It's all condescending to play the fool
Are you not listening?

For the love above
This has all began to twist

I watched my soul decay
It's paralyzed by the pain
Desperate to medicate
Jaded by everything

Yet still you fail to see

Goodbye to all that's precious to me
Cus you know it is over
You make it seem like it's all innocent to play save face
But you know it is over

I got to admit
Your pride makes me sick
What will it take for you to open your eyes?