Jaded

An unending fog ahead
A severed synapse that can never mend
Uncaring of what's to come
But that's what lays between my conscience and me

I've now completely lost the ability to speak
Feel see breathe what's becoming of me

You gain as much in death as you lose when you are alive

Finding your place in death you so longed for in this life

I just fucking want to die
So I can finally get some sleep at night

I finally found my place
Where you need not a face
Overwhelming sense of regret
Consuming the essence of life until it's very last breath

By design cannot define the great sleep escape
By design we can't define the great sleep escape

Been searching for a reason to carry on
Haven't found one so why is calling it wrong
Disconnecting the only relief from this life clouded with tragedy

You gain more in death than lost alive
Finding your peace in death you so longed for in this life

I fucking just want to die
So I can finally get some mother fucking sleep at night

God damned me

I've had a mother fucking death wish
The moment I was blessed with life
Never cared for it
So can I finally say goodbye to this life and fade away
Into eternal night
How does it feel to be sad
Why does it feel so fucking bad

No distinction between peace and suffering
Drifting through aches mistakes and heartbreak
How many more will I make

This is all I can take
Before I send it all down with me



Credits
Writer(s): Andrew Llewellyn, Casey Gerlach, Colin Gerlach, Ivan Aguayo, Paul Madrid
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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