Realize (Never Broke Again feat. Lil Dump, Rojay MLP & Big B)

(Shegro, gro, gro)

I come through right when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, don't put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realize
Put in the trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie

I'm gettin' used to it, claim that they fuck with you, but they don't
No, they just come around and see how you do it
It ain't nothin' 'til they comin' up, niggas hatin'
Might as well want me out of baton rouge
I can't leave, I got love for my hood, I've been feelin' misunderstood
And, if I fall, who can I call on? Call on?
And, I can't even call my dawg phone 'cause his soul gone
Can't even charge it to the game, all I can say is, "Live long"
Try to do right, no matter what, they still gon' say I'm dead wrong

Read bible scriptures with my niggas, you still'll get yo' head blown
Dealin' with my success, they know I'm next, I'm tryna head on
Ain't been the same ever since unc' got stretched
I've been feelin' all alone
Plus, they say I'm blessed, like, where's it at?
Bro still totin' on that chrome

Want to make it in life? Gotta sacrifice, even the ones you love
Gotta pay the price to live right, even for a thug
I remember takin' baths with no hot water in the tub
Washin' my clothes up in the sink, still see stains if you ain't scrub
And all the demons make me grind harder (and think smarter)
Had to get my life in order, still argue with my real father
Wasn't there for me, all he do is bother
Gotta be there for my sons, take care of my moms and my lil' sister daughter
(And he gave away some tears I can't get back, I made rappin' a starter)

I come through right when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, don't put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realize
Put in the trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie
I come through right when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, don't put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realize
Put in the trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie

Imagine being the oldest in the crib, teachin' yo' siblings how to live
I ran the streets out with my peers, and found out that no love was here
Lookin' my daughter in the face was just like lookin' in the mirror
Your father made a lot of sacrifices just to get us here
My mama died when I was 11, what the fuck I was supposed to do?
My grandma raised me, 13 years later, then I lose her too
The only time I paint a picture is when I'm rappin' in the booth
When you speak less and learn to listen, that's when you gon' get the truth

I toss and turn, and I try make it right
Turnin' darkness into light
We're not promised second chances, we only got one life
(Remember all the bullshit, you can see it in my eyes)
Against the odds, we survive
We're immortal, don't ever die

I come through right when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, don't put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realize
Put in the trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie (all lie)
I come through right when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, don't put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realize
Put in the trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie

Came up as a bad child (bad)
Easy tempt, they're ready for the crash out (crash)
Was 17 (ha), runnin' down the shell, I had my mask off
My mama call, I just poke that bitch (I poke the bitch)
And take the tag off (and take the tag off)
Youngin five up, but he don't talk, say it ain't nothin' to brag 'bout

Lost my brother and my grandma in the same year (the same)
They say that they ain't scared of dyin', they lyin'
All them niggas fear (all them nigga fear)
Don't know why they depend on me, if they actin' like I got 'em there
That nigga ain't no friend of me
He a snake, might have to get him killed (might have to get him killed)

Won't run from nothin', I'm shootin' on sight (on sight)
(Not a sly glizzy, got a switch, it came with a sniper)
He watched his brother beat on side him, ever since they've been right
Ain't watch the rearview, he was slippin' and got caught at the light
(Yeah)

I come through right when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, don't put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realize
Put in the trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie
I come through right when I ain't feelin' alright
Feel like my heart gettin' cold, don't put my feelings on ice
Startin' to see they don't love me, that's just somethin' I realize
(Put in the trust, might get ugly, never true, they all lie)