Spiders on the Wall

This overthinking gonna rot my brain ike CBD
Thoughts getting Wilder thoughts becoming Halloween
Asking myself is this really me
When depression wanna resurface I hit the notepad
Let the room fill-up with these melodies
If I can't find the frequency pickup the camera
I'm multifaceted multi talented check the stamina
When I dropped my last job told myself
I'm never working For another men again
Never live my life on pretend
I really want 30 under 30 for my sixteens
Really want multimilli from my dreams
Sometimes I question myself if I really could
Sometimes I question myself if I really should
Keeping my intentions pure like when I meant zae
Made you a promise that if you can't do it then
I would
Remember that Winter I visited you
Told me that problems associated with our hue
Sometimes feeling heavy cultural
Singing heavy like the blues
Put the pedal to the metal work it mechanical
Those are just excuses of where you shook
When you see me at the top
Remember that promise we made like our hands shook
Remember the risks I took when you should
Remember the lonely nights in my room
Stressing cooking fire like living in the woods
Back we roaches from the hood
Afraid of the light switching on
Afraid of the showing our face like Robin hood
Lacking confidence you can even see it in my dogs
Ribs sticking out lips licking out like horney hoods
Should it be realer I think it should yeah