...and I'm an Addict

I can't open my eyes without thinking 'bout you
Your kiss, stains my lips and I'm lost, floating in ecstasy
You're never too far gone to come back to me

Now I feel you
You're running through my veins

And this is never the way, but by the end of the day
My head's spinning and again it's too late

It's been a long time coming and I've been waiting for the day
Where I can tell you honestly
I've already lost control and I'm scared I'm losing even more

Well cheers to that

Well you can call it withdrawal, but when you're not in my world
My hands shake and my heart beat feels fake
It's like the lights get too bright and I go full fight or flight
Now I'm sweating, I just need you with me

Well you know what they say
Less is more and more's ok with me
It always starts with just a touch
But then I feel my head rush

Yeah, I feel you ruining my day
But I drink anyway

It's been a long time coming and I've been waiting for the day
Where I can tell you honestly
I've already lost control and I'm scared I'm losing even more
Someone take this glass from me
I can't see my way out

So here's the thing I wake in the morning and I feel ok
A sore head but I'm ready for the day and I think to myself
There's got to be another way 'cause I can be strong
And I can be kind and I can be anything I fucking like
So why do I resort to being what I am
An addict, a junkie, a lesser man, well I won't have it
And so the cycle goes, wake up, regret, pass out, repeat
I'm so bored of lying to myself and I hate what I've become
Someone pass the bottle, I'm done

And so the cycle goes
Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, once more
And so the cycle goes
Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, once more
And so the cycle goes
Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, once more
And so the cycle goes
Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, once more

And so the cycle goes
Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, once more
And so the cycle goes
Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, once more
And so the cycle goes
Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, no more
And so the cycle goes
Wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, no more