One Way To Die

I thought my world would end
Live a life without friends
I think
It's finally finished
Placed out where the all my hates have ended
Somewhere between bad and worse
I can only see myself
On the other side of the hearse
I thought I'd seent the purse

So I
Grabbed it
Motherfucking bagged it
Slab it until the end god dammit it
Don't even wait
That's the hate that I made
That's the friends that I lost
That's the face that I take
That's my grace
Alone up in the space
Time keeps a very bad list of complaints
Especially, when you're white enough
To fuck with the fakes
I may as well align myself with hell
Play with the spell from under the jail
Who is gonna care when the
Madness delivers my mail
Bad thoughts, worse actions
Forget myself and do what I want
Hm. We all want to be greats
We all want to the sun to shine right on our face
But once the time's passed
I remember what I used to do
Hypnotically slaying the unusual
Now I'm finally trapped under the beat huh

I only got one way to die
I'll wait my turn
Oh
I only got one way to die
I'll wait my turn
I guess it could be worse
Who cares about the blood I burst
It all collected inside my head
Inside my head
The hemorrhage keeps getting worse
The head trauma always hurts
If it's inside my mind
Is there somewhere left to go
I don't think so
I guess it could be worse
Who cares about the blood I burst
It all collected inside my head
Inside my head
The hemorrhage keeps getting worse
The head trauma always hurts
If it's inside my mind
Is there somewhere left to go
I don't think so

Does it matter what I wanted to be
Before this cancer rolled up to me
It said wherever I looked
I'd be seeing and breathing it
Now I can't keep myself from the bleakness
Scaring the shit out of the old me
So if I can't be great, can I be lucky
Can I have the family I rejected
Can I build the life left undefended
Can I open up the world hurting me
Can I make a place for the uncertainty
Can I have another 10 years (10 years)
Maybe it's not over until I say it is (say it is)
Maybe whatever next is up to the Dynakid
Maybe it's not finished until I pray (it is)
She wants to be a mother and I think she should

I only got one way to die
I'll wait my turn
Oh
I only got one way to die
I'll wait my turn
I guess it could be worse
Who cares about the blood I burst
It all collected inside my head
Inside my head
The hemorrhage keeps getting worse
The head trauma always hurts
If it's inside my mind
Is there somewhere left to go
I don't think so
Oh!
We only got one way to die
We better wait our turn turn turn turn
Oh!
We only got one way to die
We better wait our turn
Wait our turn