Never Gone

I was fine
I was good
I understood
Until the pain flows back
Though my veins
A million pieces of my heart
Shattered by your words
Stone cold like you

But you didn't see me crying
On the floor at 4AM
How could you cause hung up
The phone you didn't care
I was begging on my knees
Could not breath
To talk to you once more
Cryin' screamin' beggin' pleasin'
Your heart is a stone
Might as well just say goodbye
And burry your soul

You were never really gone
But you actually were
'Cause your body was there
But your souls is nowhere
And I don't know how to cope with that
I can't let go
Of the person I know
Baby it's dark when the lights go out
'Cause you took all my spark
And left me on the ground

You forgot about us
You don't know who I was
Why did you change so much
It's like your dead
Disappeared into the night
And never coming back
How fucked up is it that I'm actually mourning
How fucked up is grieving
A person who's breathing
Same lips different smile
Same eyes different sight

No I don't think you understand
It wasn't during us
It was the aftermath that fucked me up, no
I think that I still know you
But I have no idea who you are
What you think I have and what you do
Everybody has bad demons
Inside their head
Well I guess that that bad bad demon
Is you

You were never really gone
But you actually were
'Cause your body was there
But your souls is nowhere
And I don't know how to cope with that
I can't let go
Of the person I know
Baby it's dark when the lights go out
'Cause you took all my spark
And left me on the ground

Oh, yeah
And I won't lie
I make it harder for myself
To not forget all our plans
And I won't lie
I play the saddest songs
So I don't feel you slipping from my head

You were never really gone
But you actually were
'Cause your body was there
But your souls is nowhere
And I don't know how to cope with that
I can't let go
Of the person I know
Baby it's dark when the lights go out
'Cause you took all my spark
And left me on the ground