To Live and Die and Love Again (feat. Ballout John)

I act up more than yesterday
I pass myself with everyday
To live and die and love again
To live and die again
I act up more than yesterday
I pass myself with everyday
To live and die and love again
To live and die again

That boy try to hurt me, he was outta luck
One thing about him, never gave a motherfuck
Spreadin' rumors if I make it to another month
Like I said bruh, I never gave a motherfuck
Whip It like a dominatrix, speed and cause a blowout
Call up Bally, cross us once, bitch and it's a shootout
If I'm in Hawaii they declare this bitch a Luau
Icon, the animal, they say I'm acting too wild
Was taking meds more expensive than your chain cost
A year later and your life is in same spot
If I told you what I been through you would pass out
Fuck around is always easier than finding out
They acting like the church I can't feel myself
Bitches lose me and they kill theyself
Arrived At Non-Places feel chills myself
Icon Dylan bruh, I can't live and die again

I act up more than yesterday
I pass myself with everyday
To live and die and love again
To live and die again
I act up more than yesterday
I pass myself with everyday
To live and die and love again
To live and die again

I been in feelings
Lately I been fucking with them bows my nose itching
Hemi blowing pass, you smell the strongs, I'm getting lifted
Been Thinking bout my pops, he beat the block and started living
Been thinking bout that rolls i need the roof with stars in it
Yeah I heard you niggas finished
Been heavy in my bag, yeah it's time to make them feel it
Going heavy on my wrist, I want the Patek make it frigid
I'm bouta grow my dreads it feel like crumbles back for vengeance
You can't tell me you don't feel us, bitch I died but still living
My momma need a house, I ain't gone stop until she in it
Going hard for my nieces, expensive pain they ain't gone feel it
Been thinking bout my brother, long live lotto made a killing
We been trippin since a minion
21 but worth a million
Was a toddler round them bows
When I got grown I got right in it
VVS, it cost price, I'm coming ice to fight my demons
I'm been acting up Im tripping, I told Ev it's time to get it,
I can't let me die again

I act up more than yesterday
I pass myself with everyday
To live and die and love again
To live and die again
I act up more than yesterday
I pass myself with everyday
To live and die and love again
To live and die again

Doing better is tougher than being worse off
You'll never beat me not one of you little jerkoffs
Grip on my sanity harder than what my socks was
Illness took my childhood, I spent my life boxed up
Master of the healing arts
Living through my villain arc
Village raise a child by design they keep us all apart
Shit will get Harry but I'm prolly going Voldemort
They hold the boy back, but I'm steady staying moving forward
Mental health odyssey, neoliberal policy, systemic society ask themself: what's wrong with me?
They'll have to make a class on my triumph
Roaring through the mountains, loose skin is tough as fuck
I can't be wide eye'd anymore, die for you anymore
My ducts too dry, I can't cry for you anymore
I still try for you more uh
I still try for you more, Laur



Credits
Writer(s): John Nesbitt
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