cut my brakes

I been kinda happy i don't know how to deal with it
PTSD kicks in i don't know how to deal with it

So i just run away from all my problems
I been waiting on a way to solve em

Demons in my walls again
I been losing all my friends
Feeling stronger till i bend
Won't you come and hold my hand

Cause i need you by my side
I been stressed out and i'm messed up
They'll just hate me till i die
Oh i know

That you don't like me anymore
Oh i know
You just want to see me on the floor
Oh why oh

You never loved me like you said you did
You keep on praying that i wind up dead
The voices screaming all inside my head
Im paralyzed, im stuck inside my bed

Cut my brakes
Hit that wall
Break my face
Like nobody wants to know my name
Like nobody wants to know my pain
I been fucked up for a month or four
Tell me what i do this for
Cut my brakes
(hit that wall)
Cut my face

SSRIs
Keep me alive
Lost in your eyes
Wanting to die

So i been running away
Running away
Running from place to place
Hiding my face

Cut my brakes
Hit that wall
Break my face
Like nobody wants to know my name
Like nobody wants to know my pain
I been fucked up for a month or four
Tell me what i do this for
Cut my brakes
(hit that wall)
Cut my face