Traumatize

Wanna talk about my pain
Well, I'ma tell you about my pain (traumatize)
Traumatize (oh, you're amazing)
Traumatize

When you speaking on my dawg, put some respect on it
When you know your people going through some things, you better check on 'em
I done been through the same thing you been through, I can't judge you
Yeah, you say that's your fam, but they treat you like they don't love you

I done did a lot of shit up in my past, know I can't change shit
I don't cut so many people off in my life, look what that pain did (what that pain did)
You thought I forgot about the shit you did in the pass tense
I done lost my dog and that shit hurt, it got my crashing

I'm so traumatized
I got murder on my mind (murder on my mind)
My daddy died, I had to see my grandma cry (grandma cry)
I lost my cousin, that shit caught me by surprise
Oh, why

I'm so traumatized (traumatized)
I got murder on my mind (on my mind)
The judge hit my cousin Meek with 25 (25)
You ain't even got to say pain, but you can see it in his eyes (in his eyes)
Oh, why

I got so much pain build up inside of me
And I don't think this shit can change (change, yeah)
I pray to God that I just make it out the trenches
But I had to change my way
I been going through the rain and the fire (fire)
Try to get a job, but nobody would never hire (hire)
Take care of my fam, that's the only thing I desire
Pain music got me preaching to the choir (choir)
Yes sir (yes sir)

When my girl was pregnant, I used to stress her
We had a baby girl, God bless her (God bless her)
And I know when she get older, God gon' go test her
But I ain't even by the preach, this ain't no lecture (lecture)
Fake niggas be tryna vouch for me (vouch for me, the fuck?)
But real nigga understand me (they understand me for real)
They ask me why I'm traumatized
'Cause they done took my damn family
They took my damn granny

I'm so traumatized (traumatized)
I got murder on my mind (murder on my mind)
My daddy died, I had to see my grandma cry (grandma cry)
I lost my cousin, that shit caught me by surprise
Oh, why?

I'm so traumatized (traumatized)
I got murder on my mind (on my mind)
The judge hit my cousin Meek with 25 (25)
You ain't even got to say pain, but you can see it in his eyes (in his eyes)
Oh, why? (Oh, why?)

Oh, why? Oh, why? Oh, why?
Oh, why? Oh, why? Oh, why? Oh, why?
Ah-ah

I'm telling y'all if I can turn (I'm traumatized)
(Traumatized) yes
Every day that I was getting slopped hands (traumatized)
(Traumatized
Oh, why? Ha ha

Yeah, ay, you just got to remain humble, bro
Just live your life
Rest In peace, everybody I'd ever lost
They say that 2021 gon' be a better year
But shit, you gotta show me better, then you could tell me