After You

I dreamt
I was coming to
And then after you, the winter will arrive
Cold winds cutting me through

I thought
That this thing was real
Created the tale that I could forgive
You for leaving me

No Way
I don't want to learn
Neither want to forget, the words I should have said
Silence filled with regret

When the darkness is threatened with pain
My voice taken by demons away
Send me an angel to help fight this battle
Release me from fear
And finally set my soul free

You condemn me to death
Now there is nothing left
I'm just a shadow
Of what I used to be

I don't want to wake up
Feel my voice breaking down
I still can't hate you
Nor can I forgive, what
You took from me

I dreamt
You will not return
After you have gone, only the wind will know
If there's tears left to flow

When the darkness is threatened with pain
My voice taken by demons away
Send me an angel to help fight this battle
Release me from fear
And finally set my soul free

You condemn me to death
Now there is nothing left
I'm just a shadow
Of what I used to be

I don't want to wake up
Feel my voice breaking down
I still can't hate you
Neither forgive can I

I will survive
Love is off the table now
Don't be upset
There's no reason to be living
In this world
Any more
Without you

Only in my dreams do I get to achieve
There's no sorrow, no pain and no grief
But then I wake up surrounded by shadows
It hits me so deeply
To know you will never be back
The pain strikes again, I'm going insane
Wish that the same inferno
Takes you away

You condemn me to death
Now there is nothing left
I'm just a shadow
Of what I used to be
I don't want to wake up
Feel your voice breaking down
I still can't hate you
Neither forgive can I
You condemn me to death (you condemn me)
Now there is nothing left
Only sorrow
With his very last
Breath