Enlighten Me

Know I wasted too much time with all my pettiness
Drowning myself in all my emotions with no friends
(Wait, wait, wait)
Who am I to blame my roots
I tell the truth ain't no excuse
You up on one I'm up at two
I find my way and live anew
Know I wasted too much time with all my pettiness
Closed my doors don't talk no more and you ain't getting in
Who am I to you I ask
Just another man with a helping hand
I sold my soul for a couple laughs
I'm tucked away hiding in a mask
Living on the go and I never need a hand out
Know momma love me and she call me when she fall out
Living on my own and I know I'm the man now
Cut off all my hoes and I never get a call now
Know the rain fall yeah but even on my worst day
I am unphased you can hate me in the worst way
When the sun shine I'm gonna treat it like my birthday
No time off I be thinking it's a workday

Enlighten me how I'm not doing enough
That shit is just stupid
You bitches be talking like you be out sleuthin or sum
Like you know my life yeah it's corny that you so invested
But you don't know anything
About my fantasy about my past life
You bitches talking bout me but can't stay up past nine
I can go days without rest how I'm one of a kind
(One of a kind)
Yeah you know that I'm one of a kind
Food for these thoughts and I waited in line
I pick them off do it like one at a time
I swerve in the Bentley the Rover the Bentley the Benz
More than one bitch well I guess it depends
Ain't getting started without all her friends
Throwing the ones the five and the tens
Pardon me bitch spill champaign on my shoes
Look at me bitch I got nothing to prove
League of my own and I'm shaking the blues
And you talking on me and at worse it'll bruise
I don't waste time with no silly obsession
I lived and I learned and for now that's enough
Whippin the block with hoov in the truck
JT in the back Jacko rolled the blunt damn
(yeah, yeah)
These bitches they know who I am
Do what I want won't tell me I can't
Cut them all off they won't eat from my hand
The top and you drop to the floor
Back in the back and I sit in front row
The chit and the chat I can't hear it no more
Back in the back and I send her back home
Back in the back and I send her back home
Back in the back and I send her back home
Back in the back and I send her back home
Seats been all white in the back of the Rolls
Painting her nails and she doing her toes
Don't do too much or you might overdose
Pop in a perky a xan I suppose
Boutta break bad got the blood in my nose
Always her way when she got her little rose
If you wanna smoke with me
You can bring an eighth or an ounce of tree
We can smoke all day maybe smoke all night
Maybe smoke till paranoia kills the fright
Keep it on my brain and on my mind and in my sight
Zebra skin on all the whips don't recognize these stripes
2020 these roaring twenties I see it black and white
I'm going in I'm fading out I'm back to fight or flight
My trigger finger been tempting
Unload the whole clip empty

These pill bottles collecting
Passing out don't know that shit
Anxiety been on the frisk
Introvert don't know the risk
Popping off locate the disc
Slipping more can't grab the rope
All my life been comatose
Sheep skin don't do the coke
Lion sign I break the yolk
Chosen one in a two door coup
No more fun I miss the group
Hands up got it ten and two
Set the bomb and I can't diffuse
Broken heart I trust the lies
Struggle of these family ties
Another born and another dies
Always grieve behind my disguise
Living life but I have my doubts
Up so high that I'm in the clouds
Heavy head that wears the crown
And so much seems required now
No limit got no degree
Underrate my nominee
All these people still trying me
Somebody please enlighten me