Heaven Knows

Only heaven knows
On the go I'm ignoring the damage
I'm drowning my pain in the action
I should get paid for acting
Heaven knows
They taking the drip, they can have it
They draining everything inside of me
Look like I'm donating Plasma

What do they want from me?
Why they can't leave me be
Get off my neck cause I can't breathe
On my knees giving praise to Jesus
Was there when they was acting like they couldn't see me
Pray for my people, they fighting them demons
Save me, save me
I don't even talk no more, they think I'm crazy
I don't even stress no more, it doesn't phase me
Give it all to God and He'll do it baby
Yeah, it ain't no stopping the madness
Must be a magnet, how I attract it
All this static, look like Serena how I just handle the racket
Living my life, it ain't easy, huh?
They tryna act like it's love or something
You got me bent, It was never such
Trying to get over, you dumb or what
Believe what you tell me, you gotta be crazy
They gon' forget when you did them a favor
My mama, she told me she loved me and that I'm her twin
But I know that I'm her least favorite
They say that family is all you got
I call cap, some of them is traitors
I remember I was down and out
And here go my kin
They telling the neighbors
I stopped linking up, now they call me the fakest
Them same ones ain't been to my place yet
I wanna fade them
Don't show up to none of the functions
I just might give in to temptations
I see the look in they eyes when they see me step in latest
I know they be hating
Gotta ignore all my enemies
Act like I don't even see them cause it can get fatal
For real
I'm so far gone, I can't reconcile
I want new beginnings, clean slate
I ain't got no friends
Hope you get offended
Ain't hit my phone, think we still locked in
Stop it, you so silly
Lord knows I tamed my beast
You get three strikes and you out of my life
I gotta protect my peace
I told the Lord, he gave me too much to handle
It's already hard enough with all this anger I manage
The next one play gon' be made an example

Only heaven knows
On the go, I'm ignoring the damage
I'm drowning my pain in the action
I should get paid for acting
Heaven knows
They taking the drip, they can have it
They draining everything inside of me
Look like I'm donating plasma
Yeah, what do they want from me?
Why they can't leave me be
Get off my neck cause I can't breathe
On my knees giving praise to Jesus
Was there when they was acting like they couldn't see me
Pray for my people, they fightin' them demons

On my knees giving praise to Jesus
Was there when they was acting like they couldn't see me
Pray for my people, they fightin' them demons