Amaryllis

Well yeah it scares me
I'm not tryna play Luke Cage
My skin is paper-thin, just so much I can take
And I know I try my best, enough to change
And cover up these thoughts I can't escape

And I'm told when I get older
Gonna get better
Gonna get hold
Of my soul
When it gets dark outside
And I'm wrapped in your sweater
And lately I've been on the record, no esteem
Tell me what's that supposed to mean?
Second chance, an old routine

Don't give me a little bit of hope
If I'm singing on my own
Cause I still can't take it
Paranoia got me all cold
And I got you on the phone
But your voice is so vacant
Let's get to the point
I've lost my sanity, it seems to me
The sound of your voice
The echo reverberating endlessly

And I'm just tryna make a name
Got so tired of playing the same broken tape
Let's just move on
Been a little while since we've been shown some love
I've been waiting for
My mind won't change no more
The past don't keep no scores
But I've become a victim of an unrequested scene encore

So give it to me now or give it up because I'm fading
For the last time I'm gone
So Give it to me now or give it up because I'm wasting
All the time I've got and more