Outlast (feat. Runna Rulez)

I put the glock in the holster
Close to become a monster
But I haven't felt like I'm a human being
Since I started getting older
I saw a friend's mother crying cuz he's gone
She was crying on his shoulders
I was so helpless, I was so spechless
I couldn't even talk with his brothers

I was just thinking I should talk with my mom
And I tell her that I love her
But it's too late 'cause she screw it all now I can't even touch her
My world needs some new colors
I just see grey and no other
I said that shit in the summer
Emotionless? Now I'm a hunter

I walked through my past
I'm living my life fast
I'm dealing with the pain but maybe she's everlast
I think that I found out that my life it's like "outlast" (rhm)
Slaying all these demons until there's no one in my head
Sometimes I tought I would be better of dead
Sometimes I thought I shouldn't even get out of my bed
But I got a lil bro now, I don't want to leave no regrets
So much I have to learn, but first let's end up with this mess

Lotta voices in my head i don't know wicc to answer
Stress fertilizing my head hair longer than rapanza's
Learned to float over everything and leave my problems under
Display the healthy picture coz that's my propaganda

I put the glock in the holster
Close to become a monster
But I haven't felt like I'm a human being
Since I started getting older
I saw a friend's mother crying cuz he's gone
She was crying on his shoulders
I was so helpless, I was so spechless
I couldn't even talk with his brothers

I was just thinking I should talk with my mom
And I tell her that I love her
But it's too late 'cause she screw it all now I can't even touch her
My world needs some new colors
I just see grey and no other
I said that shit in the summer
Emotionless? Now I'm a hunter

I can't really move i got some hobbies i gotta kick
Imma get some money even if the business ain't legit
I just need somebody who i know that i can keep
I just need my glory so I'd be able to sleep

I took a pill after another
Needed rehab I'm not proud of myself
How tf I'm losing peeps i talked to when i needed some help

Said they staying but they lied
What they talk ain't what they walk
Somebody tell this bitch postin verses ain't prayin God

It's the devil in mask
My nigga told me i gotta run
You don't see the light unless you start livin in the dark
I stopped believing in a slut

I put the glock in the holster
Close to become a monster
But I haven't felt like I'm a human being
Since I started getting older
I saw a friend's mother crying cuz he's gone
She was crying on his shoulders
I was so helpless, I was so spechless
I couldn't even talk with his brothers

I was just thinking I should talk with my mom
And I tell her that I love her
But it's too late 'cause she screw it all now I can't even touch her
My world needs some new colors
I just see grey and no other
I said that shit in the summer
Emotionless? Now I'm a hunter