Mutual Friend

I lie when I tell myself, I don't think about you anymore
Our photo's off the shelf, but I keep them in the top drawer
I put myself through hell and I don't even know what for
I guess I just miss you

I fantasize about you leaving her
So I can finally fall asleep at night
Drunk and hoping that you're also hurt
Praying that you're not alright

But I heard it from a mutual friend
That you're doing okay
And the same damn mutual friend
Said you're doing just great

No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
But I heard it from a mutual friend

I try not to think too much, but I got a lot of time to
Dumb nights and I'm out too much, tryna to forget you
Weekends just mess me up, I'm alone in my bedroom
And we still got the same friend group

So I fantasize about you lеaving her
So I can finally fall asleep at night (I just need to let it go)
Drunk and hoping that you'rе also hurt
Praying that you're not alright

But I heard it from a mutual friend
That you're doing okay
And the same damn mutual friend
Said you're doing just great

No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
But I heard it from a mutual friend

I'm so over it, this again
Never ends
Yeah, I heard it from a friend
Never ends

But I heard it from a mutual friend
That you're doing okay
And the same damn mutual friend (now I'm doing just great)
Said you're doing just great (no)

No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know
No, I don't wanna know (no, I don't wanna know)
But I heard it from a mutual friend