Close Friends Story

I'm on your close friends story but you're not on mine
And maybe we are close but I'm scared to cross that borderline
You showed up in my dream last night,
we were cruising down streets
My feet up on the dashboard of your passenger seat
I woke up different and I took it as a warning sign
These feelings feel like dying
Sixth-grade bottle rocket flying
My brain's cruel way of trying to experiment
But falling out of
friendship isn't a science Falling in other ways
is a ruthless virus
You're too within reach for me to be okay with it
I'm on your close friends story but you're
not on mine I laugh at all
your jokes in real life and online

but I can't yet
Still holding out hope for an antidote this time
These feelings feel like dying
Spaceship gravity defying
My brain's cruel way of trying to experiment Mmm
But falling out of friendship isn't a science
What if I hit a replication crisis
You're too within reach for me to be okay with it
I wish I wasn't afraid of falling, I wish I wasn't afraid
Well I wish I didn't see you as often,
I wish I knew what to say
I wish you wouldn't call me smart, I wish you wouldn't call at all
I wish that around you I wasn't on my guard,
wish I could say that it's your fault
I'm on your close friends story but you're not on
mine I play innocent as if this ache's some
kinda crime And I'm sick to my
stomach from the push and pull
Sick of thinking of you, sick of crying wolf
I'm done with low blows to my pride
I'm on your close friends story but you're not on mine
And maybe we are close but I'm scared to cross that borderline



Credits
Writer(s): Isabel Pless
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