Crowded Room

Why am I like this?
Why do I fuck it up each time?
Why do I fight it?
I loved her more than
I could find the words to say
But I let her get away

Why am I like this?
Why do I drink myself to sleep?
Did you like how it sounded?
I was drowning in deceit
And I don't sleep
There's something underneath

All I see are lights in my head
And I don't know if I'm going to make it
All I feel is pain in my chest
And I still believe that we could've made it
Always doing the wrong thing
But I think that we were onto something good

So if you see me
Sitting alone in a crowded room
I'm probably thinking about you
Probably thinking of you
Probably thinking of

Why did I do it?
A question, I often ask myself
Really think through it?
I was drowning in my health
And I, I can't help
But think about you still

Baby, I was only crying out for somebody to love
I was calling for the wrong things
Instead it should be yours
Oh, I need you babe
You know that I need you babe

All I see are lights in my head
And I don't know if I'm going to make it
All I feel is pain in my chest
And I still believe that we could've made it
Always doing the wrong thing
But I think that we were onto something good

So if you see me
Sitting alone in a crowded room
I'm probably thinking about you
Probably thinking of you
Probably thinking of

You
You
You

Where did
Where did it all go wrong love
I really tried to hold onto us
Hold on hold on to you

So if you see me
Sitting alone in a crowded room
I'm probably thinking about you
Probably thinking of you
Probably thinking of