Cherry Blossom

I have this fear if I don't write down exactly how I feel
I may not remember what it was that made me smile
Tonight as I sit in my broke down car at the front of your house
At one in the morning
I can't help but feel like I will never

Appreciate you as much as I should
I don't know if I'll ever feel like I belong anywhere
Why can't I just be here? Why can't it just get better?
Sometimes I can't tell if I'm dying or just alone

My mind still most likely thinks that money is everything
Because that's what my father always taught me

I don't know why I act the way I do
It always hurt me when I told you
"We are just different" and that's alright
It'll help you sleep at night

Why can't I appreciate you as much as I should?
I don't know if I'll ever feel like I belong anywhere
Why can't I just be here? Why can't it just get better?
Sometimes I can't tell if I'm dying or just alone

I know nothing seems to be working out right now
But I would still love to stand under that cherry blossom tree
I hope you always want me the same way I want you
Even though it's hard to understand what that means

Why can't I appreciate you as much as I should?
I don't know if I'll ever feel like I belong anywhere
Why can't I just be here? Why can't it just get better?
Sometimes I can't tell if I'm dying or just alone



Credits
Writer(s): Christopher Vernon, Matt Van Duppen
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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