stability

Fighting my own demons
My worst enemy
It's been draining all my energy
Sometimes feel like this how the story ends for me
Always fighting, just searching for some stability
Momma miles away and she can't even visit me
Could see the pain in her eyes whenever she look at me
Don't you cry ma, in due time you'll be next to me
And we'll be living life exactly how it's posed to be

This the story of my life
I wish I could make this up
Certain topics bout my life
That I never seem to touch
Just telling you the real
Ion use it as a crutch
Things that made me who I am
And how it shaped who I've become

I done been through hell and back a couple times
But I'm still on my two feet
So I'm forever gonna grind
Overcoming every obstacle that tried to cross my mind
Life can punch me down and ima punch it right back every time

Parents split when I was young
I was living with my auntie
I was always acting dumb
Parent teacher conference
I was always feeling like a bum
Cause I knew deep down that I ain't live neither one of them

But I ain't take it like a chump
I put that shit right on my shoulder
And shout to tia for raising me to be a soldier
"life is full of ups and downs just like a rollercoaster"
She told me one day i'll realize when I got older

Fighting my own demons
My worst enemy
It's been draining all my energy
Sometimes feel like this how the story ends for me
Always fighting, just searching for some stability
Momma miles away and she can't even visit me
Could see the pain in her eyes whenever she look at me
Don't you cry ma, in due time you'll be next to me
And we'll be living life exactly how it's posed to be