Entertain You

Toxic, man I think I lost it, Happens with everyone that I know, how ironic
No one's favorite person, never chosen as the top pick
I thought I was special to you, oh how idiotic

Some moments I feel strong, some moments I feel weak
I ain't like the normal people I'm unique
Gotta stand strong, gotta stay up on my feet
Wanna be successful, grind hard
I will compete

I don't wanna entertain you, but I am afraid to
Lose someone who in the past made me feel alright
I think I already lost you, want someone to talk to
Holdin' conversations ain't for me, I am quiet

I don't wanna entertain you, but I am afraid to
Lose someone who in the past made me feel alright
I think I already lost you, want someone to talk to
Holdin' conversations, ain't for me, I am quiet

Regret mistakes and I wish I said I'm sorry
For whatever I did to make you hide
I think I already lost you, want someone to talk to
I've been overthinking you playin' with my mind

I thought I meant somethin' to you, we were close I knew you
Yes I loved your pretty eyes, I thought I was into you
Tear my heart into two, love the way I viewed you
I don't even talk to you no more, really miss you

Remember our last talk, after our classes
I am a disaster
On to my next chapter

I can hear the rain fallin', never her callin'
Baby I was all in, got my heart stopping

I don't wanna entertain you, but I am afraid to
Lose someone who in the past made me feel alright
I think I already lost you, want someone to talk to
Holdin' conversations, ain't for me, I am quiet

I don't wanna entertain you, but I am afraid to
Lose someone who in the past made me feel alright
I think I already lost you, want someone to talk to
Holdin' conversations, ain't for me, I am quiet

Regret mistakes and I wish I said I'm sorry
For whatever I did to make you hide
I think I already lost you, want someone to talk to
I've been overthinking, you playing with my mind