Why Would I Try?

(Why would I try)

Time and time again I try to keep it up
But sometimes I just feel like I'm a little stuck
It's nothing I can't say maybe some not good luck
But my hearts getting richer, like it's been getting bucks
And maybe I was wrong, and maybe I'm not there
But I can't be the right way both ways I am not the stairs
And you are just the person who said that it was not that fair
So don't look at me like that, put away your lil stare
I don't want to alarm you but I'm going to make a fuss
If you decide that it is us or you don't want love and just lust lust

I don't want to feel this way
Made me love just to decay
Wilting flowers, in their death bed they lay
This isn't love you're interested in, obviously
Why would I try to make you smile?
Or go the extra mile?

I cannot be better, if I'm already best
But that's a little hypocritical I'm not there yet
And my life's like a movie without actors or the set
It is my own decision I should be good about that
But it's hard to focus on that when it's already gone
When all these outside forces hit you at once like a gong
And I might just have to show you all of that in this song
Otherwise i might just go back and forth like I am pong
I'm not here for you own joy I just sneak in like I'm the Troy
And I'm up here for your deploy but I might have to swim like coy

I don't want to feel this way
Made me love just to decay
Wilting flowers, in their death bed they lay
This isn't love you're interested in, obviously
Why would I try to make you smile?
Or go the extra mile?
You're draining me out
Filling me with doubt
For true love I'll still scout