Mind of a Freak

I'm sick but they don't know what to call it
Bad habits I don't know when they started
2 fresh cigarette burns on the carpet
I tried to turn my demons into crosses

Karmas a bitch and I've done wrong
I still don't know where I belong
Took a shot but I always miss the target
This life ain't for the faint hearted

I gave it everything

I've got the mind of a freak
Life's not all that it seems
Don't know what to believe in I'm scared...

I've got the mind of a freak
I hear voices in my sleep
Sometimes I wish I could see what's not there

Toxic thoughts on loop I hate it
I wish these drugs would change it
I made this bed I lay in
Fall to my knees keep praying

Some days I wish I could hide behind make up
Light up and burn the whole bridge when they change up
Rather spend my nights alone than with fake love
I don't want to wake up
I don't want to wake up

I've got the mind of a freak
Life's not all that it seems
Don't know what to believe in I'm scared...

I've got the mind of a freak
I hear voices in my sleep
Sometimes I wish I could see what's not there

I've got the mind of a freak
Cry for help when I'm weak
Don't know what I believe
I'm scared

I've got the mind of a freak
Life's not all that it seems
Don't know what to believe in I'm scared...

I've got the mind of a freak
I hear voices in my sleep
Sometimes I wish I could see what's not there



Credits
Writer(s): Conner Troxell
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