Is This The Intro?

It's like I lived my life trying to tighten the noose
The liquor used to get me loose now I tighten the screws
I feel like I'm coming back to life inside of this booth
May lightning strike me twice if what I write ain't the truth
The lights flicker you hear the whispers and you know it's Chaos
We're a little sicker but here's the kicker we're about to take off
Y'all rapping like somebody told you to take the day off
We're rapping like it's forth quarter game seven playoffs
Flashing lights cause P.T.S.D., you see what I battle with
I carry extra baggage from memories from the battle ships
Set sail for sea with some extra space in my seabag
Got my sea legs straight but at home I caught the jet lag
Now it's only jet fuel that I'm spitting
Bi-polar decisions had me committed gave me suicidal visions
Now this lyrical homicide is the only thing that I'm committing
A I ain't fucking quitting

Swinging blades like I'm Kenshi
Cracking codes like Di Vinci
I've been on my high horse you can't do shit to convince me
Got a rocket in my pocket that'll end your whole existence
Applying all the pressure we ain't showing no resistance
You don't want it with a killer he just laying there defenseless
The chrome's to his dome Ruda tell him good riddance
You can't control this chaos might as well call off the troops
Not a hooper but I'm shooting bitch
Test me you'll see the proof
But I ain't got shit to prove
You think that I do come walk in my shoes
And I ain't got shit to lose so I do what I choose
Smerking thumbing through blues
But I still roll around with the heat tucked
With the tint so dark can't see us
Don't say you feel me I can't be touched
If I say it out my mouth then it's only gonna be once
Starving for some beats eat them up like free lunch
You ain't from the streets you retreat when the beef comes
Get up out my seat I'm a king to a peon
Resurrect the game aim the pistol at the fame
Blacked his eye and snatched his chain
It's like it's Friday all over again
Me and Ruda so sinful lock your doors and your windows
And sit back and open your ears because this is only the intro

Yeah, they hit my phone saying what we doing for the switch up
I just told 'em send the bread
Everybody getting lit up
What's that?
I just got that cashapp notification
Damn, I need a vacation dog
They put me to work
I got shit I need to do
But I don't have what I deserve
Don't tell me to live and learn
Used to think that I should die and forget
Cause I knew I couldn't find it within
More times than I'd like to admit
I don't really wanna be the one to know the moment that reaper comes
I hope it isn't today
Why do I gotta be the one
If it's something I keep you from that's how I know you're safe
That's where it starts
And this where is started
I'm in the dark, stuck in the darkness
That's where it starts
And this where is started
I'm in the dark, stuck in the darkness