All The Choices

I could feel my heart beating right down to my toes
I wanted to believe it till it got a little old
The spiders in my tummy told me no no no
I hit the ground running and baby now I'm gone gone gone
Maybe I'm not that strong

Ever since my 25th birthday last year
I've been a little lost, a little knocked out of gear
Racing through my dreams when I never learned to steer
I just thought someday I'd know what to do
But my momma told me that's not true

Now I feel like I'm losing to all the choices to choose from

I fought so hard to win, but baby not like this
Oh my god
I've lost my sense of self and my security
Oh la la

I keep on keep on keep on telling these lies
But all that fibbing does is keep me up all night

A quarter for assurance isn't too bad a price
Cutting off my ambulance to veer to the right
I wanted you to hear me so I cried all night
I just wanted someone to tell me that I'd be okay
No ones ever talked to me that way

Now I feel like I'm losing to all the choices to choose from

I fought so hard to win, but baby not like this
Oh my god
I've lost my sense of self and my security
Oh la la

I keep on keep on keep on telling these lies

But all that fibbing does is keep me up all night

I keep on keep on keep on telling these lies
But all that fibbing does is keep me up all night