PROLOGUE
Take: Emotionally Unavailable
Spent the last year tearing down my life
So that I could lay a stronger foundation with God at the helm.
Car got repossessed
Moved away from my hometown
Milwaukee that is
Moved to a brand new place
With little to no friends and family in a minivan.
Was Homeless.
Got most of my shit stolen
Because I was sleeping in a van with all my valuables
Countless pairs of shoes (mostly retro Jordan's) you know how I do it
PS5, TV, and pretty much all my clothes gone.
I figure they needed it more than I did.
Throughout this rebuilding process
I damn near lost everything but Hope
And most importantly faith in my Lord and Savior.
Everything happens for a reason and while some people
Showed their true colors during this period
I also got a chance to witness who had my back
And supported me when it wasn't just beneficial for them.
And To those people I am forever in your debt.
Emotionally Unavailable because
How can one
Even focus on building a relationship with another
When there was a version of me
That was still broken
Hurt people Hurt people as the saying goes .
And, it seems like relationships nowadays
Are more about who can cause the most damage,
Instead of who can be someone's peace:
Mentally, physically, emotionally, and especially spiritually.
It's very unfortunate all these events
Happened in such a short amount of time
But I wouldn't have had it any other way.
You see WOE IS NOT ME,
And everything happens for a reason.
The Man I became in the process
Although I didn't know it
Music is my therapy,
But I don't just make music for me.
I make music for all the aspiring entrepreneurs
The shy but creative artists
The most quiet introverts to the most loudest of extroverts
Athletes
Poets
Dancers (any form)
Drug dealers
Straight A students
Lonely lost souls
Folks working 9-5's
And UnderDogs everywhere.
This History in the Making.
I Love all y'all.
Even the ones who want me buried
- TopShelf
Spent the last year tearing down my life
So that I could lay a stronger foundation with God at the helm.
Car got repossessed
Moved away from my hometown
Milwaukee that is
Moved to a brand new place
With little to no friends and family in a minivan.
Was Homeless.
Got most of my shit stolen
Because I was sleeping in a van with all my valuables
Countless pairs of shoes (mostly retro Jordan's) you know how I do it
PS5, TV, and pretty much all my clothes gone.
I figure they needed it more than I did.
Throughout this rebuilding process
I damn near lost everything but Hope
And most importantly faith in my Lord and Savior.
Everything happens for a reason and while some people
Showed their true colors during this period
I also got a chance to witness who had my back
And supported me when it wasn't just beneficial for them.
And To those people I am forever in your debt.
Emotionally Unavailable because
How can one
Even focus on building a relationship with another
When there was a version of me
That was still broken
Hurt people Hurt people as the saying goes .
And, it seems like relationships nowadays
Are more about who can cause the most damage,
Instead of who can be someone's peace:
Mentally, physically, emotionally, and especially spiritually.
It's very unfortunate all these events
Happened in such a short amount of time
But I wouldn't have had it any other way.
You see WOE IS NOT ME,
And everything happens for a reason.
The Man I became in the process
Although I didn't know it
Music is my therapy,
But I don't just make music for me.
I make music for all the aspiring entrepreneurs
The shy but creative artists
The most quiet introverts to the most loudest of extroverts
Athletes
Poets
Dancers (any form)
Drug dealers
Straight A students
Lonely lost souls
Folks working 9-5's
And UnderDogs everywhere.
This History in the Making.
I Love all y'all.
Even the ones who want me buried
- TopShelf
Credits
Writer(s): Orenthia James
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