Casual Resistance

I don't wanna be your habit
I don't wanna be what's convenient
I don't wanna be yours
Because it's easy
But I'll still be whatever you want me to be

I drop my sanity in a blink
To do what you don't have to ask me to
But I think I'd have to beg
For a fraction of it back from you

Even if there's inches between us
It's better than permanent distance
I'll take what I can get
Ignoring this casual resistance
But kissing you is just another slot in your schedule
I'm just another use for your bed
Nothing special
When you sleep it's on me
And neither one of us feels so restful

Even when you're here you're not
You tell me you didn't sleep well
Because you're overwhelmed by thoughts
I'm giving all I have to be the cure so you can cope
But you're taking it that my skin will be the antidote
I feel what it's becoming after last night
When you looked at me with pure hunger in your eyes
As if you hadn't eaten for days
And the last time didn't satisfy you

Still I drop my sanity in a blink
To do what you don't have to ask me to
But I think I'd have to beg
For a fraction of it back from you
But you've been holding me less and looser
I'm feeling the end coming sooner and sooner

Even if there's inches between us
It's better than permanent distance
I'll take what I can get
Ignoring this casual resistance
But kissing you is just another slot in your schedule
I'm just another use for your bed
Nothing special
You're never too busy for my body
Is just talking that dreadful

Ignored the signs
Red flags are green when you're colorblind
Didn't let myself see clearly
So I wouldn't be able to watch you leave
I was holding onto what was really crumbs left
Wish you would've spared me from feeling you lose interest

I know it's for the best that we broke up
But the uncertainty was my guilty addiction
Not knowing what's next, oh
I'm missing the casual resistance
Now I guess you've got a freed-up schedule
Hope you're filling it with things
That unlike me aren't too stressful
You're working hard forgetting me
Is this how you define successful



Credits
Writer(s): Nyah Khan
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