Blackjack (Interlude)

Playing the game of life, I needed a cheat code
Feeling like my character sucks but I could never pick a new one
My life, it is just a mess
Taking bets on the thoughts racing in my head

I don't know when it will stop
But I know I won't stop
Not now when I
Have come so far

Hopeful there's a benefit to my birth
Searchin' for my scene somewhere on this earth
Doubt writhing all around my brain
I won't let anxiety quiet me
Depression, suppression
The game has changed but I'm getting better 'cause

I don't know when it will stop
But I know I won't stop
Not now when I
Have come so far
I don't know when it will stop
But I know I won't stop
Not now when I
Have come so far

I will strive, I will try
Cause I don't think that I deserve this happiness
All of this

I don't know when it will stop
But I know I won't stop
Not now when I
Have come so far
I don't know when it will stop
But I know I won't stop
Not now when I
Have come so far

I think that I might deserve this happiness
All of this