Little Mermaid

I need a doctor
You're not a doctor
But you're close and stuff
I'm alright but I might throw up
Drove back from Florida
Where you decided I wasn't enough
Just like my father
(Who we don't talk about)
And are you happy now?
This what you wanted?
Don't say it aloud
Some things are better in your mouth
Somethings are better in your mouth

Went for vacation in Ontario
It was warm but you hate the snow
I was too scared to let you go
And I didn't want to let you know
I fucking hate it and the string's attached
I'm always anxious praying that you like me back
You're in your spaceship
I'm at my nine to five
Trying to be the kind of girl I think you'd like
Trying to be the kind of girl I think you'd like

Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
(I need a doctor)
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

And it was 103 when
Fever broke then
This the part that
I can't stomach
Sarafem and
Ibuprofen and a
Diagnosis with no reaction

Jesus Christ I always do this
And what'd I tell you? I swear I knew it
It's in my blood to never be loved,
And to care too much,
And to almost be enough