Just Begun

I cannot lie no more
Gotta go get up gotta go stand for what I want
So Ima keep on hustling like I've just begun
Used to fear no one but the ones I love, ones trust
But I cannot deny no more, I cannot care what they say even if it's them
Keep that love away unless healed, only gonna hurt us in the long run, long run

I don't mean to gripe but it seems time heals all except my pain
Feeling everything they saying was valid 'til I heard you say it
I don't wanna be alone but I need me miles of space
Holding in these emotions if I explode, that'll be wrong of me
But I will not deny no more things just not the same or what it was
Keep that love away, unless it's healed, only gonna hurt us in the long run long run

Maybe I should stick to myself ya'll, I don't need them at all, all I need myself and me
Why you got to hurt to get your point across? That don't feel like love nah maybe I'm too sensitive
Now I'm stemming, just sticking to the vision, bury feelings, when they ask how chillin' pretty its ok
I thought you knew what your words can do, what they can could have inspired and what it means
But I no longer care no more, bout how tight our relationship is
If that means that I can't grow from faults
Had to make decisions and learn from mistakes I had thought that was the plot
It's not the end if we fall, only time we fail is when we give in
Lords forgive me for my sins, don't let me be so useless
Allow me to find my way, maybe save the day and be of service
I thought having you on my team there was no way we was losing this
Guess there's things that I didn't know then that I know now

But I cannot lie no more
Gotta go get up gotta go stand for what I want
So Ima keep on hustling like I've just begun
Used to fear no one but the ones I love, ones trust
But I cannot deny no more, I cannot care what they say even if it's them
Keep that love away unless healed, only gonna hurt us in the long run, long run