Patterns

I've been trying not to say, what's been plaguing my mind
Cos it's taking its toll and it's wasting my
Time moves faster for you, than it's moving for me
I don't want to get up, but I'm too tired to sleep
I'm laying awake, and you're snoring too loud
I know that I'm pissed but I don't know what about
I'm opening up, to the people I trust
Because you said it would help, but I don't think it's worth the fuss

And I've been trying to change
The patterns that I keep
I know it's such a strain
To hear that every week
I know it hurts you when
I say it's not that deep
Just get some rest my friend
Let's just go back

I'll wait, wait by the door, as you're biting your tongue
It should be easier said, but it's easier done
I'm checking my hand, I should probably fold
As you're looking straight down, text messaging
Old flames that you still maintain, I should remain calm
Watching my old scars fade away
Safe near the people I trust, who said they would help
And they're probably right, but I don't wanna make a fuss

And I've been trying to change
The patterns that I keep
I know it's such a strain
To hear that every week
I know it hurts you when
I say it's not that deep
Just get some rest my friend
Let's just go back to sleep

And I've been trying to change
The patterns that I keep