Enemy Lines (feat. Meccah Dawn)

Suppressin' my depression 'cause the message ain't a blessing
Each session's like a gavel that's been destined to keep pressing 'gainst my head
Injecting thoughts that always leave me second guessing
Like I'm missing something deeper that's hidden beneath the lesson
These inner demons messin' with my very essence
Lost in my own presence, so winning's outta the question
Opposite of optimist, can't debate this damaged state
In fact, I'd rather talk politics on a candid date (candid date)

Why sit and wait for someone who can relate?
Feelin' like a fuckin' candle on some kid's birthday cake (birthday cake)
Burned out and sick of testin' my fate
And crashing every time I think I'm feeling good, it's gettin' late
The clock tickin' like a bomb going off
Stuck lookin' back at it as I'm counting down my luck (counting down my luck)
So sickening how quick it hits, somebody help me find a bigger ditch
And throw me in it 'fore this liquor hits

All I need is these words to take over your mind
Going outta my mind behind these enemy lines (enemy lines)
Never saw it coming, the vision was undefined
And designed to put me behind enemy lines (enemy lines)
Over with, I can't stop it, I'm trying
Man, I don't wanna die behind enemy lines (enemy lines)
You heard these verses, your destiny is for certain
'Cause I'm showin' no mercy when the enemy's mine (enemy's mine)

Last night I couldn't sleep
Memories kept haunting me of the beast coming out
Every time I hear them voices in my head, I run 'em out
You hear me tryna talk, quit running your fucking mouth
I'm getting tired of tripping over these wires and flipping the switch
Just listen, it's murder for hire, fade to black
Y'all really think the messiah is coming back
Or I'm just acting up 'cause this target is on my back?

What you gon' do when the hunger turn into greed
And the words I bleed chasing you, haunting you in your dreams
And every time you open up your eyes, I'm right there (right there)
Even ya fantasies turn into nightmares
Chasing them commas, but that drama come too
Gon' really fuck you up when that karma come through (karma come through)
So what you gon' do?
Meccah Dawn, they got me in this booth loose (right)

All I need is these words to take over your mind
Going outta my mind behind these enemy lines (enemy lines)
Never saw it coming, the vision was undefined
And designed to put me behind enemy lines (enemy lines)
Over with, I can't stop it, I'm trying
Man, I don't wanna die behind enemy lines (enemy lines)
You heard these verses, your destiny is for certain
'Cause I'm showin' no mercy when the enemy's mine

I'm online browsing, surrounded by a million
But alone is how I'm feeling, spending weeks trapped in my feelings
'Bout these feelings that I'm feeling
They say the sky's the limit, but I keep seeing the clouds, and it's pushin' me to my limit
I feel it, I been needing and dreaming of something more
Sick of going back and forth and opening up doors
To have 'em all closing, I feel like I'm at war
Feeling filled up with so much compassion and goddamn remorse

I move forward and try to be in accord with the universe
Using verses that I record
Just hope I strike a chord and show you what I endure
'Cause I gotta tell the doctor fill out the lab reports (the lab reports)
This saboteur is crashing course at magnum force
Wack's support ain't enough to outlast the war
Laughing toward the fact that I can't have what I had before
Well, let's see what else you have in store

All I need is these words to take over your mind
Going outta my mind behind these enemy lines (enemy lines)
Never saw it coming, the vision was undefined
And designed to put me behind enemy lines (enemy lines)
Over with, I can't stop it, I'm trying
Man, I don't wanna die behind enemy lines (enemy lines)
You heard these verses, your destiny is for certain
'Cause I'm showin' no mercy when the enemy's mine (enemy's mine)