Hate Myself

I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help but it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open if this is it then, I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help but it's hard when I hate myself

I just looked deep inside the mirror I'm eyes to eyes with a demon
Only time ion' feel like that is when my son smiles to see me
You can give these bitches everything but all they want is semen
Think my mental need some healing I see you getting my feelings
Why it so many murders in my city
I put free Dre Ligg on side my fitted
So tired of RIPs in my mentions
I done lost so many people that I done lost myself
And i still need help, I think all ice melts
Think I try to tell the world but don't think no one care
I done finally found my steelo but
I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself

Pray to God with my arms open This is it then, I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself

Looking at myself, sound like a photo shoot
I can't even lie, you cross me once and I won't fuck with you
I push all my feelings to the rear and try to focus you
Speaking of my mental, I got work to do
I can't reassure you cause I'm hurting too
I hold in my tears when they refer to you
Ain't no competition I'm ahead of you
You dead to me, I'm dead to you
I can't see you when I want so tell me what I'm supposed to do

I don't see you like I should you look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help but it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open if this is it then, I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help but it's hard when I hate myself

And I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself