3am in Houston

Tick-tock to the girl who said she wasted time on me
Cartiers across my face to hide the demons haunting me
Got angels on my other side while people talk suicide

But tell me how to go about it, tell me how to improvise
My selfish ways, they say if you heal along with time
You gon' see the brighter days, but tell me why my days don't shine
It's been rain since you left, I can't explain the pain I felt

And I've been all around the city tryna look for someone else
Someone who could replace you, I'm not gon' sit around and chase you
And I've been tryna erase you, but I just can't, my love, I wish we didn't meet
I heard that you fucked him and he got you, ooh-wee

I fought a demon with some pretty eyes, now I can't go to sleep
You fooled me once, I take the fault for that
It's shame on you for real, cause I ain't think you had the heart for that
No, I didn't really care

I picked the phone up and I called you back
And then I double-backed and that's the way I got my heart attached
But you know about all of that
Went up on IG and lied on me, that's why I'm falling back

Y'all probably would've thought I'd stop right there, but shit, I ran right back
I can't control emotions when it come to her, I'm too intact
Mentally, not physically, cause physically I'm off of that
And I know hate a strong word, but I hate that girl

I can't say that shit, that was my lil' girl
If she held it down, I promise I could've gave her the world
Pink and yellow diamonds, VVS's all over her pearls
But truthfully speaking, I can't tell you what you like

And I say truthfully speaking, I'm hoping that you alright
It's like we living in hell and I've been searching for light
The day we cut ties no longer was it shining, you had dimmed my light
Came over and put that pussy on me, that's that shit I like

You did it while you was fucking with homie, am I right or right
Let me keep my mouth closed, let me hold it tight
Sorry I'm just bitter, take it back, no, I don't wanna fight
No, I'm sorry baby, I've been off of a ton

A lot of feelings that I had for you, I can't describe none
I hope this world works in your favor, hope you one of them ones
I hope when you come across danger, your man up with the gun
Cause that's some shit I do, I hope you never have to go run

I hope you get this message, ain't gonna say it again, say it once
I should delete the message when you say you'll never be done
And I know that you're gonna be a great mother to your son