Drive a Car

I wanna buy a car so I can drive away
Cause I'm losing all the things that made me wanna stay
Thought I could play the guitar but now I'm losing my cool and I'm trying to do all of the things I wanted to do
Before you leave that town and you come back around and you find out where I am and try shooting me down you set my bar so low and built my walls so high seven years later yet there's still not the time to do

What I needed to what am I supposed to do I'm standing on the edge and that's
too damn close to you and I can't get out of this I'm trapped in this burning pit but I've been left behind by the others that were walking this
Road with me
But they can't see
That I'm still burning up and screaming crying Underneath
But I won't say it
And if they ask
I'll just crack the jokes I say about my dad

I'm used to it
I'm used to it
Yeah used to it
But I shouldn't be

I'm used to it
I'm used to it
Yeah used to it
But I shouldn't be

I finally bought a car but I can't drive away
Because there's still a few things that make me wanna stay
I lost all my faith and I can't come back from that
Pushing and fighting just to make it past all the

Mistakes I made
The path I take
The things I do the things I say to help pain go away

But I can't explain it
And if they ask
I'll just crack the jokes that I say about my dad cause I'm used to it
I'm used to it
I'm used to it
But I shouldn't be
I'm used to it
I'm used to it
Yeah used to it
But I shouldn't be

I'm used to it
I'm used to it
Yeah used to it
But I shouldn't be