Thank You

I try to act like I'm still not in love with you but you and I both know that is a lie
And I just tell everyone that I swear that I'm done but the truth is I still wanna try
I hate the fact I can't leave you behind
They say it's gonna get better with time

I know they mean that
But I don't believe that the love that we have is that easy to find
I wear my heart on my sleeve
I always told you that we're destined to be

I thought that was something that we both could see
But it turns out that it was only me
I'd always be there whenever you call
Whenever you felt like your back's on the wall
You said you would be there whenever I fall
Now I can see you ain't mean that at all

And it's so clear that you took me for granted
Knew I was weak so then you took advantage
Threatened to leave me just so you could see me drop down to my knees and put me in a panic
The thought of losing you I couldn't stand it
You knew without you that I couldn't manage
Hope that you're happy that you left me broken and damaged

Thank you for all of the pain
'Cause I can see you're still the same
And thank you for the games you played
'Cause I know now you'll never change

And thank you for not coming back
I know deep down I needed that
And thank you for all of the lies
'Cause now I get to say goodbye
I have to thank you

And I'll admit to
And won't lie girl I still miss you
But I learned just 'cause I love you doesn't mean that I can fix you
When I cry myself to sleep sometimes just wishing I was with you

I might be the one you love but not the one that you commit to
'Cause you'd lie and I believe ya
Maybe 'cause you knew I'd never leave ya
Maybe 'cause you knew how bad I need ya

I forgave all the times you were a cheater
Maybe that's the reason I would doubt ya
I revolved my entire life around ya
You would put me through hell and I'd allow ya
I ain't ever wanna live this life without ya

That's why I bought you a ring and I bought you a crib
I wanted to take care of you and your kid
I wanted to come home to you every day and just show you and J the great life we could live
And I always thought that you wanted it too
But I guess all that meant nothing to you
No choice but to give it to somebody new

Thank you for all of the pain
'Cause I can see you're still the same
And thank you for the games you played
'Cause I know now you'll never change

And thank you for not coming back
I know deep down I needed that
And thank you for all of the lies
'Cause now I get to say goodbye
I have to thank you