BUTTERFLIES

The other day I woke up thinking of you
With that feeling of having to talk to you
And I couldn't help but erase your face
I can still see you in the lakes

Then I remembered why we walked away
Even I can't talk about it with my therapist
Because when I say your name
My voice cracks open

I thought we felt more than just attraction
But you're not mine, it was a distraction
Now it seems that you are quite happy
But you don't know how much it cost me to heal

And every time someone talks about you
I think about calling you but I know I shouldn't
Cause I know you won't pick up
And it is clear that I must move on

This is breaking my heart
And you made it look like it was my fault
But don't blame me
Sometimes the right way to love is to leave
But the butterflies are calling me

This is breaking my heart
And you made it look like it was my fault
But don't blame me
Sometimes the right way to love is to leave
But the butterflies are calling me

Please don't say you think about me
And if you dream of me, please we're okay like this
And you have a boyfriend
So let's not talk to each other again

I promise I'll talk to my therapist about it
Cause I need to forget about your face
And I don't want you to come back if you ever end up with him
Cause I know you'll hurt me

And every time someone talks about you
I think about calling you but I know I shouldn't
Cause I know you won't pick up
And it is clear that I must move on

This is breaking my heart
And you made it look like it was my fault
But don't blame me
Sometimes the right way to love is to leave
But the butterflies are calling me

This is breaking my heart
And you made it look like it was my fault
But don't blame me
Sometimes the right way to love is to leave
But the butterflies are calling me

I'm so messed up, stay away
I never want to see your face again
You booked the midnight train
Are you moving on again?
And the butterflies keep calling me