Cogitationis Poenam Nemo Patitur

I made a decision once
That I regret, I regret, I regret so hard
And I know things could be better
But they could be worse, I always say
Swatching all my wounds and all pain I had
Because maybe that will help me then
Maybe I talk too much and play just too much
But I guess I'll never tell

And I don't know why
I apologize
I did nothing wrong
Or maybe, did I?
Then I just blocked my way to the happiness
So just know, you have not destroyed it all

Oh, Oh
Can't believe in that
I never told the truth about that time
Through the pain
Smiling with blood on my hands
Not fun at all, I wasted more
'Cause at that moment I need you more (fuck!)
Why can't I make it through
And just forget about you
The moment I waited for my entire life

I made a decision once
That I regret, I regret, I regret so hard, and I
Don't mind if I won't be here right now
Don't mind if I'll jump off the edge tonight
Well I can't stay it anymore
When I see you another time
I feel bad, feel sad
I'm right on the edge and I'll jump if you make me

And I don't know why
I feel I might hurt someone
And I don't get that
My wounds won't cauterize
Then you blocked my way to the happiness
So now I just want to know your name

Oh, Oh
Can't believe in that
I never told the truth about that time
Through the pain
Smiling with blood on my hands
Not fun at all, I wasted more
'Cause at that moment I need you more (fuck!)
Why can't I make it through
And just forget about you
The moment I waited for my entire life