Testimony (feat. Marisa Knox)

Feelings
Feelings
Feelings
Stuck on the inside of me

With something like this, I got to take my time with it
This past year we all wrestled with some tough decisions
For me, it was all about forgiveness
Finding what was missing
Investigate my feelings
Find a true villain

Yeah, I needed healing
Like the woman touching Jesus and the spirits willing
But the trauma still bleeds, pain getting serious
And the flesh still weak
I was always slipping
Inside a bed of women

Inside a cloud of smoke
Train of thought goes
Now I'm rolling in the streets on night tour
Taking baggage to the scene like an airport
Getting mannish with my madness always going savage
I thought about my actions
Living life on a stage I was bad acting
Demons hanging out the cage self-hate flashes
Then the light clashes
Hearing God asking
Hearing God asking

Where you at? Where you at? Where you at?
I'm sorry lord always catch me looking back
I see the day the devil clenched me like a snack
I was six years old
I was never coming back
To the innocence I had
Caught up in a crash
Of lust gone wrong
Of kids home alone
And curses roam
Where they don't belong
Now I'm on the phone

Damn, twenty years later
And I'm in the zone like, can I even face them
On major violations
I'm talking Molestation
Yeah, my heart it was racing
I'm pushing 180
Someone come and save me
Maybe I was crazy
Hoping for some daisies
Hoping for healing
Praying that they willing
To at least listen
To at least give admission

Then I heard what I heard
Confirming every word
Confirming every burn
The devil starts to squirm
We come to see the terms
In every lesson learned
It's all between the words
I'm praying for the words lord
We leaning on your word lord
I'm praying for the words lord
We make it through the churn lord
We make it
Lord, I really made it

Feelings
Stuck on the inside of me



Credits
Writer(s): Aaron Walker
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