Pacified

The times the I'm most happy
Are the times I realize
That I'm all alone

I wake up thinking
How I'll get on out of bed
And go out on my own

But why can't I feel these feelings
They're trapped inside my own two eyes
I've tried so hard to block these lies
I can't exactly find out why
I'm pacified

I walk around my station
Asking if it's worth the time
To take the train

I stay up thinking how I'll
End up by myself regardless
Of my state

So why should I keep paying
For the sentimental value
Of today?

If words are pouring out as
All the angels stab me where they
Cannot stray

Those thoughts haunt my conscious feelings
I try to kill them off, like mice
The devil just cannot suffice
They're so hard to contain, I've tried
To pacify

The times that I'm most happy
Are the times I realize
That I'm all alone

The times that I'm most happy
Are the times I realize
That I'm on my own

On my own



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Ilhuicatzi
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