better outside

I'm better outside
Give me blue skies and I'm glowing like sunshine
I'm easy to like (hey!)
Sweeter than pie, better talk to me nice!
I'm prettier when I keep to myself
I'm fine if there's no one who can tell
Too cool, got the attitude to match it
Watch me run outside, disappear like it's magic

Eyes closed, halos
I can hear all my thoughts through my headphones
Relapse, witchcraft
Put a spell on me one mistake it all repeats
Psycho
My mind full of
Chaos, ghosts
And neverending voids

Build my walls too thin then I'll cave in
Keep my mouth shut and nobody breaks in
Mind blank, if I think then it's dangerous
There's no tough talk if I keep my patience

I'm better outside
Picking no sides
Impartial and silent
Away from this fight
If I go back inside
Then it's me who must fight it

My best when I listen to my senses
Too sensitive now you call me senseless
I hate that you think I'm better in the past tense
Show you inside all the mess all the —

Daydreams
Trapped between
Expensive peace and
Who I want to be

Got my guard up high like a solider
Pretty boy, too tough, no emotions
Don't go twist my compliance with patience
Your mistake if you think I'm one to play with

I'm better outside
Picking no sides
Impartial and silent
Away from this fight
If I go back inside
Then it's me who must fight it

My best when I listen to my senses
Too sensitive now you call me senseless
I hate that you think I'm better in the past tense
Show you inside all the mess all the damage

I'm better outside
Out of this cage and I'm glowing like sunshine
I'm easy to like
Sweeter than pie, better talk to me nice!

I'm prettier when I keep to myself
I'm fine if there's no one who can tell
Too cool, got the attitude to match it
Watch me run outside, disappear like it's magic

Lonely, so lonely
I don't understand how it lasts so long (and nobody breaks in)
Lonely, so lonely
I don't understand why these tears won't go
I don't understand why these tears won't go
(build my walls too thin then I'll cave in)
I don't understand (keep my mouth shut and nobody breaks in)
So lonely, so lonely (all the truths that I'll take to the grave then)
You can hold me tight, but I'll still feel cold
(don't ask what it means to be jaded)

I'm better outside
Picking no sides
Impartial and silent
Away from this fight
If I go back inside
Then it's me who must fight it

My best when I listen to my senses
Too sensitive now you call me senseless
I hate that you think I'm better in the past tense
Show you inside all the mess all the --