Nothing Personal

Old times I miss 'em
Just me and my niggas posted at Ladera Linda
Homies roll up something and I roll up in a pick up
White man tell us to leave but we ain't listen
We ain't dipping
Until we see the sunset or the red and blue lights
Hopefully it's a pink sky on the PV side
Life was so simple
Night time like "What we finna get into?"

We was all once youngins
Now niggas thuggin
Yeah
Some of them junkies
Some of them is bussing it down for the money
But I ain't judging
I ain't nothing special
Got plenty shortcomings
I just can't look down upon
Because you ain't ever seen me in no crown of thorns
But there is some anyone would be proud of more
And some on bullshit that you can't ignore

And as much as I want to lend a helping hand
If they don't want to help themself then I can't help the friend
Honestly I know they going burn me again
For being concerned for who I deem worthy of kin
Well self destruction is a motherfucker
I don't got the answers
I'm just shoulder shrugging
I do got empathy
Yeah I hold abundance
But I don't got energy
Go back and forth with stubborn
No matter how much that I fucking love em
Tell 'em how they living make me sick to my stomach
We all do it in our own ways and
I ain't one for the subbing

Something
That I learned from the fiends in my early teens
Yeah
Them feelings of urgency that worry me
Cuz you, obviously hurting I see
And it will hurt when I finally see you deceased
But
After a while I just started living for me
Trying get this currency yeah and time is money
Wasting it on lies, guarantees you ain't keep
Realized it's been a minute since we would speak
Think of the memories of ours, staring at the sea
I remember those eyes so vividly
Both lived different lives
But we was a team
Then you chose the high, over me
And I pretend like it's nothing to me
Yeah
Means nothing to me
Yeah

But I'll always lend a ear
If you ever want to talk
Yeah
I'm just right here
If you ever wanna stop I'm one call away
I had to take some time and separate
Because I ain't gonna watch you throw it all away
Because to me you mean fucking everything
Why I been urging you
And then continue
Trying not to take it personal



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Writer(s): Zachary Hylstofte-scott
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