Fighting Fears

My eyes open, feeling like some old pain
Slipping on cold flows, hoping for better days
Memories line up, I'm like yeah, cold ways

How I end up in a cell doing the right thing
Cinematic picture, no back button, I'm rolling frames
Slipping bands in the count, need 3,500 for a bae, yeah
Bae, yeah, oh

Devil's playground, bruised from the edges but I'm still here
I'm still right here
Embarrassed from this stupid shit
Yeah, show no, it show no fear

Embarrassed from this stupid shit
I find my, I find my face
Reflecting from my world, legit
You know I'm, you know I'm right here, yeah

I don't buy, I don't care about they questions, they all behind the scenes
I have a dream but I ain't Dr. King
Feds at my show, they tryna capture me
Demonize my character, who am I supposed to be

Tryna tell me who are all these demons
Tryna tell me, yeah, I just been fiending
Tryna catch me sinking, floating on streaming
Adjusted to my situation, like a man, I ain't blinking

No, no
Back door, but my right hand, man, shit feel like treason
Whoa, whoa
Slimed out by my own blood, can you see where my finger finger teasing

Slimed out by my own blood, a ref, he can't even believe it
I'm pushing house for my miracle
Uncle asking why, why, why you ain't a demon
Gotta carry cause my pure heart only get taken for granted

Granted
Look me in my eyes, tell me do I look like I'm kidding
Yeah, yeah, like I'm kidding
Oh yeah, yeah

I just wanna be alone
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Be alone
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah
I just wanna be alone
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Just wanna hold my crown

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Just fighting fears alone
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Ay

And I ain't going back for no returns
Yeah
And I ain't going back in no return
Yeah

But fighting fears alone, man
Shit
Fighting fears alone, I learned
Yeah

And I won't take no returns
Yeah, yeah, yeah
That's it, we good, we done wrapped that motherfucker up
That's one of them hemes

That's one of them hemes, we fighting fears