Last Goodbye

Tell me how to die
Teach me how to live
With things I've said and what I've done I
Don't know how to give
A shit about myself maybe
Try to care some more
But every morning 3 AM I
Crumple to the floor like

My brain abandoned me I'm
Bleeding on the porch
Keep medicating cause it
Just can't be ignored that
My personality crashed
Burning on the ground
I'm searching through the rubble and I
Don't like what I've found

I'm self destructive with a
Side dish of suppressed
The thoughts I tried to keep inside just
Might finally get the best of me yet
I got a feeling that it's
Spreading through my eyes
The sick creeps in, intrusive win, but
This won't be my last goodbye

This is not my last goodbye
This is not my last goodbye
This is not my last goodbye
No this won't be our last goodbye

Self-medication
Bottle full of pills
I don't know if I can think of
Any dumber hills
To die on like a hero you keep
Saying you're a saint
But you're the one who treats others like
Shit now what a fake

A nicer person wouldn't call a
Random person freak
I slow down, find the middle ground but
Still you seem to tweak
The smallest little details drilling
In, high smell olfactory
I space my self from everything and
Try to find my peace

I'm self destructive with a
Side dish of suppressed
The thoughts I tried to keep inside just
Might finally get the best of me yet
I got a feeling that it's
Spreading through my eyes
The sick creeps in, intrusive win, but
This won't be my last goodbye

This is not my last goodbye
This is not my last goodbye
This is not my last goodbye
No this won't be our last goodbye

I'm self destructive with a
Side dish of suppressed
And the thoughts I tried to keep inside still
Just might get the best of me yet

I'm self destructive with a
Side dish of suppressed
The thoughts I tried to keep inside just
Might finally get the best of me yet
I got a feeling that it's
Spreading through my eyes
The sick creeps in, intrusive win, but
This won't be my last goodbye

This is not my last goodbye
This is not my last goodbye
This is not my last goodbye
No this won't be our last goodbye



Credits
Writer(s): Tom Shay
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